Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Time: 8:16 AM

NO much mood to work. But dragging myself there still. COUNTDOWN my days in there. How i wish it can END faster. My hand is already dry till i don't even know my hand. Putting lots of MOIST in everyday lol.

Okay i going to FALL SICK in few more HOURS. I sense it. SICK & MC for 1 month if can.

SUPER DUPER TRIED REALLY~
Have already MOTIVATE myself to work for 1 & half months. Then here come another months. Zzzz! My MOTIVATION already used up i guess. With the 1 week 1 off days was like NOT EVEN ENOUGH for me to SHIT i guess. I was like weeks, never even MEET my KAKI already lol. Miss them for sure. Miss the TIME we slack in CAR PARK & police recording our IC. But yet there's are 3 POLICE in my KAKI lols. Okay meet for dinner soon. :)


I now PLANING for my SHOOTING. Okay already found my concept. Having another BRAIN STORM with SUFIAN on SEP 1st. Should be a NICE wan i guess. Somehow i fall in LOVE in photography. If have chance i dont mind to LEARN it. MODELS STILL NEEDED :)




MOTIVATE MYSELF.

Decision is make by myself. Although sometime there UP & DOWN. Or EVEN DOWN all the way in your path. But that's what you chose for. You have to take up all the ''responsibility''. I believe RAINBOW will appear after a STORM no matter what. I don't know the PATH in front me now is going to be UP or DOWN. If DOWN, i have to walk through too.

BUT somehow i need someone to walk me through the path too. Although you did now, :D but i not sure you will walk how long with me. Afraid of LONELY. My greatest FEAR.

Just a SIMPLE text can bright my days too. I very super easy to be happy. 0SCREAM ~